Flurry

I don't know how to feel
I wish I cried more maybe that would take the pressure off
I want to blame someone
No you don't
I'm not angry-just sad
It's been a long time to pretend hasn't it?
I want to forgive you
I want you to be able to stand and be able to depend on me
I thought many things-but not this
Do you know what this means to me?
This love, this bond between friends is the only thing I point to on this earth
I don't have many
Have I laid so much so carefully
To have it freefall where I don't know?
I need to be reassured
I forgive you
But that means so much
My chest is a little tight
Am I overreacting?
Am I thinking too much?
I don't know
It was awhile ago
Then why does it cut so deep?
It was a long time
Sleep would help some
Sleep doesn't solve anything
Why is it hard to let go of it?
Am I supposed to?
I'm not sure
I think so
You can't really forgive unless you let go
True
Forgiveness-that's a whole nother ball game
Dances on broken glass-didn't you just write about that?
Yes
Take your own advice then-don't forget to love
It's hard isn't it?
Yes-i don't think anyone calls it easy
Okay
Talk to Jesus for awhile-He wants to listen
You're right
Goodnight.